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  Fireflies

I touch God in my song
as the hill touches the far-away sea with its waterfalls
The butterflies counts not months but moments,
and has time enough.

Let my love, like sunlight, surround you
and yet give you illumined freedom
Love remains a secret even when spoke
for only a lover truly know that he is loved.

Emancipation from the bondage of the soil
is no freedom for the tree
In live I pay my endless debt to thee  
for what thou art.

Rabindranath Tagore

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Sapardi Djoko Damono

DALAM DIRIKU  

Because the sky is blue  
            It makes me cry  
                (The Beatles)
dalam diriku mengalir sungai panjang,
        darah namanya; 
dalam diriku menggenang telaga darah,
       sukma namanya;
dalam diriku meriak gelombang sukma,
       hidup namanya!
dan karena hidup itu indah,
       aku menangis sepuas-puasnya 
  (antologi Hujan Bulan Juni, 1994)

Hatiku Selembar Daun
hatiku selembar daun melayang jatuh di rumput;
nanti dulu, biarkan aku sejenak terbaring di sini;
ada yang masih ingin kupandang, yang selama ini senantiasa luput;
sesaat adalah abadi sebelum kausapu tamanmu setiap pagi
(Sapardi Djoko Damono, 1983)

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I seem to have loved you...

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times,
In life after life, in age after age forever.
My spell-bound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms
In life after life, in age after age forever.

Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, its age-old pain,
Its ancient tale of being apart or together,
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge
Clad in the light of a pole-star piercing the darkness of time:
You become an image of what is remembered forever.

You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount
At the heart of time love of one for another.
We heve played alongside millions of lovers, shared in the same
Shy sweetness of meeting, the same distressful tears of farewell -
Old love, but in shapes that renew and renew forever:

Today it is heaped at your feet, it has found its end in you,
The love of all man's days both past and forever:
Universal joy, universal sorrow, universal life,
The memories of all loves merging with this one of ours -
And the songs of every poet both past and forever.

Rabindranath Tagore

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on my way back home

put your eyes in my empty face you'll see that black is emptiness.

put your heart in my eyes,

you'll discover that black speaks a thousand words

 

 in between

for my face is not as warm

my flesh is not as red

and my smile is not as friendly

yet my heart stays the same

 

candlelight

I see not the beauty of my room with this candle

I read not my books with this candle

All I see is my shadow upon myself

 (three poems from Through The Heart of Eyes, Denon B. Klinsky painting book. A very talented artist and architect)

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WAJAH MU 

Merah hitamnya godaan dunia memutarbalikan aku
Tanpa terasa hatiku terseret ke dua alam semesta
Yang satu akan menghancurkan ku
Dan yang lain akan menelantarkanku

Aku ada di muara kebimbangan
Yang dilimpahi ratusan sungai ketidakberdayaan
.

Ketika kucoba untuk merenangi keputusasaanku
Aku tenggelam
Dan hanya punya sedikit waktu untuk ucapkan perpisahan

Seiring terbenamnya tubuhku,
Dalam kegelapan yang hanya berujung hitam
Aku memeluki sebuah harapan untuk kembali menyentuh terangnya hari
Dimana aku masih dapat mendaki dan tersenyum, secara bersamaan

Tapi tak mampu lagi aku menggerakan kakiku
Hanya harapanku yang mengembara
Menembus batas angan dan imajinasi
Naik terus, menembus air pekat yang mengikatku
Terus menyeret hati dan sukmaku untuk terus mencari cahaya sejati

Sampai tubuhku menyentuh dasar Lumpur
Yang kental dan menyerap kesadaranku
.

Saat jiwaku menyerah, asaku terus berjuang
Membiarkan kehilangan nafas hanya menjadi ujian yang ringan

Kini
Aku tidak lagi berusaha mencari
Seluruh cahaya yang kuinginkan datang padaku
Mengendap di bawah sadarku
Bintik-bintik sinar itu memenuhi kepalaku
Seluruh cahaya yang kuinginkan datang padaku
Menerangi hari-hariku dengan bayangannya 
Yang semakin mirip wajah Mu
 
my friend -wiser writer
sept '02

IF

 

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

--Rudyard Kipling

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di laut kelahiran

 suatu sore aku ke pantai

menengok lautku

jantungku berdebur

menunggu diamnya

tapi lautku hanya lautku

membuatku tenggelam berpikir

ditelan cinta

selama-lamanya

 eka budianta

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 Nokturno

Sapardi Djoko Damono 1996

 

Kubiarkan cahaya bintang memilikimu

Kubiarkan angin,

yang pucat dan tak habis-habisnya gelisah,

tiba-tiba menjelma isyarat, merebutmu...

entah kapan kau bisa kumiliki

 

 Taman

 Taman bunga kita berdua
Tak lebar luas, kecil saja
Satu tak kehilangan lain dalamnya
Bagi kau dan aku cukuplah
Taman kembangnya tak berpuluh warna
Padang rumputnya tak berbanding permadani
Halus lembut dipijak kaki
Bagi kita bukan halangan  

Karena,
Dalam taman punya berdua
Kau kembang, aku kumbang
Aku kembang, kau kumbang
Kecil, penuh surya taman kita
Tempat merengut dari dunia dan nusia
 

Chairil Anwar

Jangan kau kira cinta datang
dari keakraban yang lama  dan
pendekatan yang tekun. Cinta
adalah anak kecocokan jiwa
dan hati,  dan bila itu tidak
pernah ada, cinta tak akan
pernah tercipta dalam  hitungan
tahun sekalipun.

                   (Balada Cinta seorang Pengantin)
               Atas Nama Cinta by Kahlil Gibran

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I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

Pablo Neruda

 

Masih ada Etsa

Rembulan di laut
Gunung-gunung di langit
Membentuk lukisan singkat
Dalam cinta abadi

Selembar laut dihatiku
Sekeping langit di hatimu
Membuat lukisan kekal
Dalam hidup yang singkat

-Eka Budianta-

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SONNETA X

Siapa menggores di langit biru
Siapa meretas di awan lalu
Siapa mengkristal di kabut itu
Siapa mengertap di bunga layu
Siapa cerna di warna ungu
Siapa bernafas di detak waktu
Siapa berkelebat setiap kubuka pintu
Siapa mencair di bawah pandangku
Siapa terucap di celah kata kataku
Siapa mengaduh di bayang bayang sepiku
Siapa tiba menjemput berburu
Siapa tiba tiba menyibak cadarku
Siapa meledak dalam diriku
Siapa aku

(Sapardi Djoko Damono)

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Pada Suatu Pagi
 
  Maka pada suatu pagi hari ia ingin sekali menangis

Sambil berjalan tunduk sepanjang lorong itu

Ia ingin pagi itu hujan turun rintik-rintik

Dan lorong sepi

Agar Ia bisa berjalan sendiri saja

Sambil menangis dan tak ada orang bertanya

Kenapa?

Ia tidak ingin menjerit-jerit

Berteriak-teriak mengamuk

Memecahkan  cermin membakar tempat tidur

Ia hanya ingin menangis lirih saja

Sambil berjalan sendiri dalam hujan rintik-rintik

Di lorong sepi

Pada suatu hari

Sapardi Djoko Damono

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Ijinkan aku berdoa, bukan agar terhindar dari bahaya,

melainkan agar aku tiada takut menghadapinya.

Ijinkan aku memohon, bukan agar penderitaanku hilang,

melainkan agar hatiku teguh menghadapinya.

Ijinkan aku tidak mencari sekutu dalam medan perjuangan hidupku,

melainkan memperoleh kekuatanku sendiri

Ijinkan aku tidak memohon keselamatan dengan ketakutan dan kegelisahan,

melainkan memiliki harapan dan bersabar untuk memenangkan kebebasanku.

Berkati aku,

sehingga aku tidak menjadi pengecut dalam merasakan kemurahan-Mu dalam keberhasilanku semata

Tapi biarkan aku menemukan genggaman tangan-Mu dalam kegagalanku

 

Rabindranath Tagore
(Lahir di Calcuta - dan pernah dapat Nobel tahun 1913. Pertama kali dikenalkan dengan tulisan Rabindranath Tagore sama Mas Alan)

CLENCHED SOUL
We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.

Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?

The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.

Pablo Neruda

 
When love is kept and locked
What would it turn to?
A shower of roses or a dose of poison?
It will not be something in between, though
So one's heart will always be clenched by fright
Until it learns to let go

dari albumnya Imel

DOA MEMPELAI
Malam ini aku akan berangkat mengarungimu
Perjalanan mungkin panjang berliku
dan nasib baik tidak selalu menghampiriku
tapi insyaallah suatu saat
bisa kutemukan sebuah kiblat
di ufuk barat tubuhmu
(joko pinurbo, 2002)